What happened recently did not make me strong. I am still angry. I am still sad. I am still resentful. I am still human. And I let me be. At some point when I stop thinking from my own point of view, I am ready to tell Enida to not waste her time trusting. ‘He who has, gets.’ Nothing just happens. One doesn’t just suddenly have something without getting it. And I don’t just feel angry, sad and resentful just because I just do or just am. I am reacting.
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But I am done reacting just now.
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What happened recently did not make me strong. Or stronger. It made me brave. It made me realize that I do have choices and I can choose. And I am courageous to say that I am keeping my options open. I am brave enough to choose to say it now… if you choose me, try not to lose me.
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We’ll see.
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Questa è Enida 
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