All this tough look and hurtful words and the “whatever” attitude are just my way of protecting my heart. And I have been lying to myself. The pain is overwhelming and I don’t know how to reach out. I have been trying to patch this damaged Enida doing everything I can. Looking everywhere possible for the one hand to take mine, and for the one voice to tell me I am all right.
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But all I am is… nowhere. And all I have is… no one.
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Questa è Enida 
i admired you in so many ways that i know you’re strong,THANKS FOR SHARING AND PRAYER IS THE POWERFUL AND HEALS EVERYTHING
LOVE
YOUR HELPER,FAN,AND MAYBE A GOOD LISTENER
EMY COLOMA OF MOSCOW RUSSIA
**HUGS**No matter how hard anybody try, nothing can heal the pain unless we get over it by ourselves Enida. Frankly I admire your courage to go through what you are going through now. I am having a very bad days last few weeks. But sometime having people like you around makes me feel strong. So be strong, everything will be ok:) Just keep moving, don’t look back!