If love were a contest, all I would want to win someday is Kitreena’s trust in a man who will be man enough to father her. If love were a contest, the true victory for me is for Kitreena to be protected from a man who treats his wife and the mother of his children the way you do, and for Edrick to not become a man like you.
To me…
Love isn’t a contest. I have let you go to fight your own battle. I am not contesting.
To you…
Love isn’t a contest. You have let yourself be and won a soulmate. But why comparing?
Questa è Enida 
Enida,
I am truly shocked to read the recent entries for I have been reading you off and on for over a year.
I am just truly sorry. I am thinking of leaving my other half as our love has totally died. Staying together for the children feels wrong for me but now I’ve read your entries, I have no idea anymore if I should stay or go.
I send you strength and courage.
Salam my dear friend,
I’ve been hopping in and out of your blog..wanting to write something but just could not find the words….finally this is what i’ve figured out I should say…Enida, the only ONE who is not going to leave us even though we sometimes leave him is ALLAH s.w.t..talk to HIM my friend, for he understands you, he created you…I’m sorry I can just give you support from far but you and your sunshines are in my prayers.
Love – there is no contest worth losing more than losing a man who betrays love!
– pp