After what happened in my menage some time ago… I have been thinking a lot about being faithful. What to be careful with, and what being faithful is really about. I have been asking myself questions like you wouldn’t believe.
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Like, is looking at another man and undoing his pelikat in my mind a betrayal to the one I commit suicide my life to? Is enjoying a lengthy conversation on what I wear underneath my saree cosidered cheating on my other half? Is daydreaming of my Abang Ramlee nibbling singing in my ear while I sit on his lap cleaning ikan bilis a sin?
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Regardless, I must admit… that I have been tempted. The temptation is still tempting and it is tempting me as I am writing, and you are reading. Though I am tempted to make a confession here, I doubt that now is an appropriate time.
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Let me get myself sorted, let me take myself home from Stockholm and get myself stuck at home first. In the meantime, all I can say is that my faith has not been full. I am sorry. I have been having an affair with temptation.
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Questa è Enida 
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