Even if it wasn’t the Hari Wanita Sedunia, I would still do this. This. Yes, this… has been going on for a little too long. I am beginning to dislike it. So this morning I seriously sat Enida down to have a serious Akal dan Hati discussion. Because when I woke up on the sofa, waiting for the second load of laundry to finish, it was as though I had been hard hit on the head. My heart stopped beating and my head started spinning.
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I have been wasting my time. This morning, like all the 35 mornings I had before, I realized that I have been around the right kind of wrong people. And this is nowhere near the fault of others. I let myself be. Therefore, before I step into my 36th day being back in this beloved country, with my eyes wide open at 0543hrs, hear this…
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It’s over.
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Whatever it is.
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Questa è Enida 
I am still available if you need a hit(wo)man.
Hehehe you’re the best!
Dear Enida
Go for it girl, you deserve the best in your life. Don’t look back, look forward and look up for better things in store for you.
Take care ya.
Afizaaaaaa! I’ve been wondering about you. 🙂 You have been VERY silent. Thank you dear, for your comment. For lack of better word, what you said was like crutches when I felt like I was limping from exhaustion. I thank you, Afiza.