Convenience
I will not let you love me only at your convenience.
I refuse to let you stand at the door of my heart,
with no intentions of walking in and getting comfortable.
I refuse to spend my nights imagining what it must feel like,
to have you all to myself.
I refuse to let you raise my hopes.
Deep down, I knew you never really belonged to me.
But in my delusion, I thought it was better to be the second choice,
than not to be chosen at all.
But right now I’m done with this and all that it was.
I’m done being only good enough for sometimes.
I will not let you love me only at your convenience.
And you know, I had always hoped for a happier ending between us.
But maybe the happy ending this time is that I,
I finally learned to choose me.
by Erastususo
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