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It’s Not

Posted in Hurt on October 14, 2010| 2 Comments »

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If you really have to know why I love you, read on.

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I love you because it is not easy.

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If you can’t read beyond that, there is no point of me writing on.

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For You

Posted in Hurt, Mom, tagged on October 7, 2010| 1 Comment »

For if only you could see me now, you would move my hands away from my face, wipe the tears away from my eyes, and take the pain away from my heart.

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For if you could hold me in your arms tonight, your heart would break too. For me.

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We Are

Posted in Hurt on October 1, 2010| Leave a Comment »

If we can’t be friends
and shouldn’t be enemies,
does it hurt less to be strangers
to each other?

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Look what love has reduced us to be.

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By and Bye

Posted in Hurt on September 21, 2010| 3 Comments »

Life is short.
On September 21st, 2008 I received an email from the love of my life that was about to change my north to south. Two years, some 8157km back and forth, 18kg and a few thousands of gray hair later, it did. The email did change my life’s direction. The love of my life left. And so did love.

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Life remains short.
And so I would like to still keep it simple. Keep it real. Since love has left, I shall move on, so the shortness of life is not shortened even more. It’s 2 o’clock in the morning. I am going to bed without you. On my mind.

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Time won’t wait but it will tell.

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Unhurt Me

Posted in Hurt, tagged on September 4, 2010| Leave a Comment »

If I could ever ask anything from you… all I would ask is for you to take back all the hurtful things you said when love you had was no more for me. Only then would I ask Him to erase my memory of all the hurtful things you said when love you had was for someone else.

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And only then would I ask Him to restore my faith in love.

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Love?

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Whatever love is.

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“Ask. You shall be granted. But you shall be tested.”

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Hilang Berganti

Posted in Hurt, tagged on August 28, 2010| Leave a Comment »

Aku sayang padamu
dengan caraku.

Terlebih
tapi tak cukup.

Termampu
tapi tak sanggup.

Luka lama
kubawa berlari.

Sejauh ini
sejauh hati.

Patah tumbuh
hilang berganti.

Ganti.

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Terdiam

Posted in Hurt, tagged on August 27, 2010| 2 Comments »

And the pain comes from the depth of my understanding…
bahawa aku hanya mampu menjadi diriku.

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Tak Ada

Posted in Hurt, tagged on August 19, 2010| Leave a Comment »

Yang akan menjadi duri dalam hati saya nanti ialah ketidakupayaan saya untuk percaya… bahawa cinta itu ada. Bahawa hati saya ini nanti akan ada sandarannya bila letih berlari dari yang mungkir janji.

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Kerana yang telah menjadi duri dalam hati saya kini adalah cinta itu sendiri.

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Lalu biarlah tak ada.

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A Note Before Leaving

Posted in Hurt, Sense on August 7, 2010| 1 Comment »

This is not my way of saying goodbye. What I am leaving is not you. But memories. And all that I have dreamed of. For what we have shared has meant nothing. To you. To me, eventually.

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Gone is…
love and all its nonsense.

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Catatan Sebelum Berangkat

Posted in Hurt, Sense on August 7, 2010| Leave a Comment »

Ini bukanlah caraku mengucapkan selamat tinggal. Yang aku tinggalkan bukan dirimu. Tapi kenangan. Dan semua yang aku angankan. Kerana sesungguhnya ini adalah satu perkongsian yang tak menguntungkan. Bagimu. Bagiku, nanti.

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Yang pergi itu…
adalah cinta dan semua kebodohannya.

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